This is going to sound CRAZY as #$ and you all will hate me for saying it but I kind of feel like my dad MAY have molested me and it's hard to focus on other things until I write this out. I know that my mom worked and he looked after me a couple summers and I do remember driving with my dad and dropping her off at work and crying hysterically, feeling so distraught that my mom was leaving.
I remember my friends and playing at their houses and my teachers but nothing from my house. I don't really have memories of him at all from that period (0-12ish?). I have no other memories of him doing anything else to me.
It all started with this 'game' my dad and I would play when I was about preschool age or maybe a little older (?) where we'd basically french kiss each other with tongues.
